I WOULD HAVE NEVER GUESSED...... :[[[[[[[[[[[[ ( FINAL )

Have you ever been stabbed in the back??? if so did it hurt??? was it by somone you loved???, well latly i have been constantly stabbed in the back and the saddist part about it is it was by the closest people in the world to me, the people i can't live with out..... they say they can't live with out me either but lately it seems to me they can't live with out eachother..... i treat them kind and gentle and would never hurt them no matter what i say, but they have just been playin with my feelings and emotions, leaving me out, talking about me, trying to erase me from their memory, i dont know who i can trust anymore it seems to me i can trust no one and thats how its gonna stay they ignore me they talk smack about me they even plan to hurt me..... why they do these things i do not know but i did nothing to them so why do they do to me..... they say they dont realize they do all these things to me but then they say that im a liar that they would never hurt me that way, but the sad thing is this isnt the first time they have done it to me!!!!!!! i just feel like die-ing but all i can do is cry, they toyed with my emotions they hurt me mentally and i will live with that for the rest of my life...... [YOU HAVE JUST GOT A SNEAK PEAK OF A BOOK I AM WRIGHTING CALLED ELISHA'S DIARY ]